07 Living with the Consequences of Choices (both our own and those of our adult children)

  

Copyright © 2025 Michael A. Brown


For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.’ (Gen. 2:24-25)

      In our foundational verse above from Genesis 2:24, there are three life choices indicated.  Firstly, the father and mother chose each other as life partners and got married together.  Secondly, they naturally desired and then chose at some point to start their own family, giving birth to a son.  (I am well aware as a parent myself that pregnancy can sometimes occur without prior planning, but I am considering a generic scenario here in which the desire of parents leads to the choice to start a family, rather than getting sidetracked by the practicalities involved.)  And thirdly, their son as he grew up decided to get married and have a wife of his own.

      It is these latter two life choices, seen from the perspective of living with the consequences of these choices, that are the subject of this blog.  We have to live with the practical consequences of the choices we make in life, whether it is the person we marry, the in-law family we marry into, the children we give birth to, and so on.  Unless otherwise indicated, all references are from the book of Genesis.

 

Ishmael: a wild donkey of a man

      The decision by a couple to have children and start a family of their own is a choice that changes their life forever.  This decision is invariably followed by joyful expectation and planning for the blessing that will be coming their way.  The couple very understandably and innocently dream of the perfect child that will be born, about whether it will a boy or a girl, about what they will call it, they prepare a room for the baby, and so on.  This is all perfectly normal.  It is a period filled with anticipation and great joy.

      However, if truth be told, when they make this choice, the couple are at the very same time entering into something over which they have no control in terms of the outcome, regardless of whether they have understood this fact or not.  Although most babies are born in good and robust health, yet, despite the couple’s dreams and best hopes, a significant number of babies are born with some form of physical handicap, disablement or other form of special needs; others are born with some kind of rare genetic disorder which may have a significant and long-term impact on the life of the whole family; and yet others are unfortunately miscarried during pregnancy bringing heartbreak and shattered hopes, especially to the mother.  Ultimately, we have no choice over what we are given, we have to play the game of life with the cards that have been dealt to us (cf. 2 Sam. 9:3, John 9:2).

      In her instinctive desire to have a child, Abraham’s wife Sarai became desperate and, in a fleshly effort to bring about the fulfilment of God’s promise to them as a couple, she proposed to her husband that they could have a child through her maidservant Hagar (see ch.16).  I have no doubt that Sarai was dreaming of Hagar having the ideal and perfect baby.  Abraham agreed with her plan, since it was a culturally acceptable practice in those days as a way of dealing with barrenness.  (Both Leah and Rachel, Jacob’s wives, did a similar thing.)  Hence, Hagar became pregnant.  So this was very much a planned pregnancy, not an unplanned or unexpected one.

      However, when the inevitable female mind games then kicked off on Hagar’s part towards Sarai, Sarai became irritated and eventually sent Hagar away even while she was still pregnant.  Very convenient!  It didn’t take very long, did it, for Sarai to be jolted into the reality of the practical consequences of her decision to have a child through someone else?!  Anticipation and joyful dreams quickly turned into resentment and even outright rejection.  Sarai certainly did not want to live with this particularly aggravating consequence of her plan.  As the saying goes, she had made her bed, and now she had to lie on it!

      While Hagar was in the desert, the angel of the Lord gave her revelation into the nature and character of the child that would be born, before then sending her back to Sarai.  The angel’s description of Ishmael is as follows:

‘He will be a wild donkey of a man; his hand will be against everyone and everyone’s hand against him, and he will live in hostility toward all his brothers.’ (16:12)

      This description of Ishmael gives us insight into the kind of adult man he eventually developed into.  Wild donkeys live a solitary life in the wilderness away from society, so they spend their life wandering in wastelands.  They are untamed, and being donkeys they are also stubborn and obstinate creatures, hence the description of Ishmael as living in hostility towards everyone around him.  The different renderings given below of the ironic statement in Job 11:12 give us further insight:

‘An empty-headed person will gain understanding when a wild donkey is born a human being!’ (ISV)

‘But a witless man can no more become wise than a wild donkey’s colt can be born a man!’ (NIV)

‘But a stupid man will get understanding when a wild donkey’s colt is born a man!’ (ESV)

‘But vain man is void of understanding, yea, man is born as a wild ass’s colt.’ (RV)

      Gathering all these together, we get quite a colourful description of Ishmael.  To put it bluntly, he was a wild, untamed, obstinate, hostile, empty-headed, witless and stupid man who was void of understanding, and who in consequence regularly got himself embroiled in conflicts and contentions with people around him.  Although the narrative tells us that God was with Ishmael as he grew up, he did this for the sake of his promise to Abraham (21:20).  It did not alter in any way Ishmael’s inner nature.

      As I have meditated on verse 16:12 over the years, I have often asked God how it was possible for Abraham, a man of faith who feared God, who walked in righteousness and in the covenant promises of God, to have a child with a character such as Ishmael’s.  We are given no hints as to whether and in what ways Ishmael resembled his mother Hagar, but his character clearly did not resemble that of his father Abraham.  In fact, Ishmael was significantly different to Abraham.  But pan out this way it certainly did, and it simply proves the point: although our children inherit many of the physical and personality traits of each of their parents, yet ultimately we have no control over their inward natureWe get what we are given, and we have to learn to live with it.

      Yes, all children are born in Adam with a sinful nature; yes, foolishness is bound up in the heart of every child; and yes, an undisciplined child does cause disgrace to its mother, etc. (cf. Prov. 22:15, 29:15), but for Abraham the great man of God and revered patriarch to have had a child such as Ishmael with the character of a wild donkey?!  Well and truly a big surprise to everyone!  Did Abraham somehow fail in the way he brought Ishmael up?  No, the problem was bound up in the nature of the childAbraham simply had to learn how to live with what he had been given.  And I often wonder, given Sarai’s initial desperation to have a child, if she had known beforehand what kind of character Ishmael would turn out to have, whether she would have changed her mind and chosen not to produce a child through Hagar.  But of course, she didn’t know…

      About fourteen years later (cf. 17:24-25), after Isaac had been born and was weaned, Sarai’s decision to send Hagar and Ishmael away permanently was the correct one (see 21:8-21).  The narrative tells us that Ishmael was mocking during the feast held in Isaac’s honour.  The Hebrew word used here indicates cynical and even malicious mockery on Ishmael’s part.  He was openly expressing his hostile ‘wild donkey’ nature towards Isaac.  What was in Ishmael presented a clear danger to Isaac’s very life, and, if taken any further, it had the potential to thwart the covenant purpose that God was intending to fulfil through Isaac.  So God stepped in, and Hagar and Ishmael were sent away permanently, not for Sarai’s sake, but for the sake of the covenant purpose that God had for Isaac.

      This whole period of Sarai’s life underlines not simply the consequences of acting in the flesh to try to bring about the fulfilment of God’s covenant purpose, but also that, despite her understandable initial desperation to have a child, she certainly did not get what she had bargained for.  Whether she liked it or not, she had to live with the practical consequences of the choice she had madeShe could not go back and undo what she had decided to do.  It led to the souring of her domestic relationship with Hagar, and, for fourteen long years, she had to live with the difficult and challenging ‘wild donkey’ nature of the child that was born, as this nature slowly but surely developed within him.

 

Isaac and Rebekah as the parents of Esau

      As with Sarai, in the next generation Isaac and Rebekah found themselves in a similar position: Rebekah could not conceive.  So, as godly parents do, they instinctively and fervently prayed that God might intervene and cause her to be able to conceive, which he did (25:21).  However, we find the same truth being borne out perhaps even more starkly: as parents, even though we have the God-given instinctive desire to have children and we make the choice to start a family of our own, yet we have no choice in regard to the children that are born.  We get what we are given, or as I said above, we have to play the game of life with the cards which have been dealt to us.  We have to live with the consequences of our choice to have children.

      In their case, Rebekah discovered that not only was she was pregnant with twins, which would itself have been a surprise, these two as-yet-unborn male children Esau and Jacob were also jostling with each other even within her womb.  That’s how early the contention between them started! (25:22-26).  However, it was as Esau was growing up in later years that his true inner nature was revealed.  Jacob was far from perfect, of course, but he did become a godly man of faith in adulthood, whereas by contrast Esau is described as a godless individual.  He displayed a total absence of the fear of God in his life, and he had no desire, respect or honour for the covenant of God within his family: he despised his birthright and cared not one whit for it:

‘So Esau despised his birthright.’ (25:29-34)

‘See to it that no one is sexually immoral, or is godless like Esau, who for a single meal sold his inheritance rights as the oldest son.’ (Heb. 12:16)

      Again, I have often asked God how it was possible for godly parents such as Isaac and Rebekah to have two children who as they grew up displayed such divergent attitudes towards the things of God.  How is it possible that two godly parents, who we assume endeavoured to bring up their children in the best way possible, ended up with a child who proved to be so utterly godless as he grew up?

      It is a foundational theological truth that every child which is ever born into this world is born ‘in Adam,’ and therefore is born with a sinful nature, yet as parents we always trust and hope that, given the right upbringing and influences, our children will at some point find saving faith in Christ for themselves.  And very often this is indeed the case, thank God!  However, ultimately there is no cast-iron guarantee that a child who is brought up in the faith at home and in church when they are young, will necessarily follow in the pathway of faith as they become an adult.  Isaac and Rebekah were godly parents, and I am sure they did their level best in every way as they brought their two boys up, yet they still ended up with a grown-up adult son who proved to be godless.  Many extended families do have a so-called ‘black sheep,’ a dysfunctional or challenging individual who invariably seems to make the life of everyone else in the family a misery, and who in consequence is often shunned or avoided by their relatives.  Such was Esau.  As godly parents, Isaac and Rebekah had to live with and bring up one child who proved to be thoroughly ungodly.

      We see this being played out even further when Esau made his choice as an adult to get married.  Our choices in life, especially as regards whom we have as friends or whom we enter into relationships with, reflect the kind of person we are in ourself.  Esau’s godless and very carnal character is clearly reflected in the choice he made:

‘When Esau was forty years old, he married Judith daughter of Beeri the Hittite, and also Basemath daughter of Elon the Hittite.  They were a source of grief to Isaac and Rebekah.’ (26:34-35)

      Neither God (through prayer), nor Isaac and Rebekah as parents (through godly counsel), seem to have played any role at all in Esau’s lamentable choice to marry these two (yes, two!) Hittite women, Judith and Basemath.  It was his own selfish (and frankly brainless) choice: he acted on his own accord out of his godless and carnal nature, and his choice to marry these two women reflected who he himself was deep down inside.  He was very much a child without wisdom (cf. Hosea 13:13).

      The descriptions we are given of the Canaanite nations later on in the biblical narrative, suggest that these two women would have been loud, vulgar, crude, rude, foul-mouthed, untrained, loose, ungodly, idolatrous, lewd, immoral, defiant, shameless, disrespectful and drunken, or some combination of many of these characteristics.  Dame Follies, both of them (cf. Prov. 9:13-18).

      Esau made this choice and brought these two women to live among his family’s tents, long before he decided (or realised) that it would be better to move out and set up his own family elsewhere.  His mindless choice subjected his own family for several years to being exposed regularly and at close quarters to the ungodly behaviour of these two women.  Every day, Isaac and Rebekah had to endure their wanton behaviour, and it became a source of grief to them as parents.  In particular, they made Rebekah’s life so much of a misery that it wasn’t long before she became utterly fed up with the domestic family situation, as her words below indicate:

‘Then Rebekah said to Isaac, “I’m disgusted with living because of these Hittite women.  If Jacob takes a wife from among the women of this land, from Hittite women like these, my life will not be worth living.’ (27:46)

      The simple, but very important truth to draw out from this, is that choices do have consequencesThe choices we make in life, and especially choices about whom we enter into relationship with, and the consequences of such choices, affect not only our own personal life, but also our wider family and in particular our parentsWe cannot live unto ourself alone: to expect to be able to do so is simply selfish, disrespectful and self-centredAnd as a corollary, our parents then have to live with the consequences of our choices as their adult children.  This is why in many cultures, parents are involved in the decision about whom their adult children marry.  The best and most suitable marriage partner is carefully sought out.  Unlike in postmodern and often hedonistic western cultures, marriage is not an individualistic decision, and neither is it based simply on carnal desires or hormonal cravings.

      The difference between Jacob and Esau in this regard could not have been starker.  To avoid Jacob from making the same calamitous mistake, his parents counselled him to leave for Paddan Aram and to seek for a wife among their relatives in the extended family.  They told him explicitly not to marry a Canaanite woman.  So the difference between them lay in the fact that Jacob allowed his parents to be involved in this part of his life, and he obeyed their counsel (28:1-5).  The result?  Not a perfect life either for Jacob, as the later narrative indicates, but at least he led a godly life with the covenant blessing of God upon his family and children.

      It is interesting that it was only at this point that Esau realised just how displeasing his two Hittite wives were to his parents.  Only then?!  Only after they had been experiencing ‘family life from hell’ for so long?!  Was Esau really that brainless?!  So what did he do?  Send his two wives away back to their own respective parents?  No.  Move out and put some distance between his wives and his parents?  No, probably because Isaac was old and going blind, so he needed Esau to be there (27:1).  As if having two wives wasn’t enough, Esau went out and got himself yet another one, his half-cousin Mahalath the daughter of Ishmael, and she was then also brought to live in close vicinity with his parents.  And again, without them being involved at all in this decision (28:6-9).  Esau evidently thought that bringing in a third wife who was from their own extended family would somehow mitigate for the appalling behaviour of his other two wives.

      Scripture does not tell us much at all about Mahalath, but my question is this: what would we expect of a woman who had been brought up in the desert by a man who was wild, untamed, obstinate, hostile, empty-headed, witless and stupid, who was void of understanding, and who regularly got himself into conflicts and contentions with everyone around him?  I suggest that it might well have been a case of ‘like father, like daughter,’ so personally I suspect that taking on board a ‘female wild donkey’ like Mahalath as a third marriage partner did little to mitigate the family situation, rather it would have stoked up even more trouble and grief for Isaac and Rebekah.  As parents, whether they liked it or not, they had to live with the consequences of the lamentable and foolish choices of one of their adult children, and they knew nothing but heart-ache and grief as a result.

      Christian parents need to understand that there is far more to bringing up children than simply the verse which says that if we train up a child in the way s/he should go, then they won’t depart from it when they grow older.  Although as parents we always hold onto this verse as we are bringing up our children, and understandably so, yet it is not a cast-iron guarantee that one or other of our children will not stray from the godly path we have tried to bring them up in.  There are other verses that balance it out.  For example, it is also true that a wise son brings joy to his father, but a foolish son brings grief to his mother:

‘Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it.’ (Prov. 22:6)

‘A wise son brings joy to his father, but a foolish son grief to his mother.’ (Prov. 10:1)

Both of these verses are true, and yet there is a very real tension between them in the experience of many Christian parents.  We have to live with both the wisdom and the foolishness of our children.  We celebrate their successes in life, and gleefully display our parental pride by posting photos of their special days on our Facebook or Instagram pages for the whole world to see.  But when they mess up, as parents we feel embarrassed or even ashamed, so we keep it quiet and brush it all under the carpet as a closely-guarded family secret, in the hope that no one ever finds out.

I have no doubt that Isaac and Rebekah tried to bring up both of their sons with pretty much the same values and expectations.  They were godly parents, and they would have sought to instil godliness and wisdom into both Jacob and Esau.  However, as these two sons grew up, one of them eventually became a godly father and a patriarch of God’s people (so he therefore did not depart from the way in which he was trained as a child), but the other one became a byword for ungodliness (never actually walking in the way in which his parents tried vainly to train him, and becoming a source of grief to them).  We can see the truths of both of the above verses being played out in the lives of these two sons.  The root of the problem was not that Isaac and Rebekah somehow failed in their parenting when it came to Esau, it was in the inward nature and character of this child they had given birth to.  They were not responsible for Esau’s foolish choices as an adult, but they did have to live with the consequences of them.

Our challenge as Christian parents, when we are faced with living with the consequences of the wrong choice(s) of one or other of our adult children, is to navigate this difficult path as a believer.  We shed tears and are grieved over their wrong life choice(s), yet we never lose the natural affection and love for them that we have as parents.  No other child is like our child!  On occasion, we may criticise or even reject the children of other people because of their behaviour, but no matter how much our own child messes up, we never stop loving or having compassion on them (cf. Ps. 103:13).  When they mess up, we grieve for them.  We grieve for them because we love them and because we still want the best for them.  Isaac and Rebekah grieved not simply because Esau was godless and made regrettable choices, but because as parents they loved him.  Yes, we still love our godless child, the one who has departed from the ways of righteousness as a prodigal and is presently in a far country squandering their life in wild living, as it were.  We still have compassion on them (cf. Luke 15:11-24).  It is this tear-stained and heart-torn path that Christian parents are sometimes obliged to walk, in living with the consequences of the choices of their adult children.

It is significant that when Jacob returned from Paddan Aram many years later with his large family and extensive possessions in tow, he briefly met up with Esau.  Esau invited Jacob to come and live near him, but Jacob declined his invitation and instead moved on elsewhere, making sure to put some appropriate distance between himself and Esau.  Although we might be tempted to think that the reason Jacob did this was simply that he was afraid that Esau might try to take his life, I think there was more to it than just that.  Jacob had experienced from childhood what it was like to live with such a godless man and then also with his equally godless wives.  So I think he was simply voting with his feet, because he did not want to live anywhere near Esau.  Jacob knew Esau’s inner nature, and he wanted to live a God-fearing life, without the influence of Esau’s godlessness coming anywhere near him and his family (33:1-20).  A wise choice, made when he was a position to freely make it.  Esau’s godlessness not only brought grief to his parents, it also ultimately cost him his relationship with his twin brother.

 

 

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